having lots of fights with my mum. and u know. well i just wanna say to my family members, although i dont spend enough time with you guys this trip back to Singapore, please dont judge me because of this. I am a teenager and im sorry that ive not been spending time with you guys. One thing will never change is that i love you all always and forever.
To my Godma, i know u read my blog. sorry for all the trouble i have caused. about the thank u cards, the exit permits and stuff. but i do really appreciate u being in my life. i just dont openly say thank you guys so much! omg! no. but i am appreciative. Thank you godma for loving me all my life and i love you too.
To my Mum. Mum, i know u are disapointed in me for not being the tzen u know of. but look, i have not seen u in 2 years. and i hardly will ever see you. i have changed over the past 2 years and i hope u can except me being a grown boy now. Mum u are going through a tough time right now and i will keep praying for u. I do love you and always will because u are my Mum. i just wish i can see u more often. please understand that when we have arguements i do not mean to hurt u or the stuff i say i do not mean to hurt ur feelings. why would I ever want to hurt u? doesnt even make sense. im just making my point!
anyways this is the rant its the little things in my heart that i want to shout out please except this with acknowledgement that i am having a tough time right now in singapore. Bye
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